GRRRRR..

I Hate hate hate ppl who uses others.

Why be nice to someone when you're not sincere??

Ishhhhhh.I hate it!How can you use someone?Its not a nice thing to use others for your own reason or wadsoever.Got this story yesterday night and I was thinking about it in tt the whole time.This thing kept spinning and spinning in my head.LOL.my eyes almost got wet but its just wrong to break down.But I was REALLY REALLY REALLLYYYYYYY MAD.My reaction were all OMG!OMG!how can they do that???MEAN MEAN PEOPLE!! I gave a big reaction.Such an innocent person but kena used like that?Gosh.Gosh.Gosh.and as I said I really feel like cursing and saying out the bad word but thank goodness I didn't.urggghhhhh!DONT GIVE HOPE WHEN YOU'LL BREAK IT DOWN. (Hey YOU!I'll stand up for you no matter wad.I'll back you up no matter wad!hahah.they'll be so jealous that they dun get what you do =D)

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Okay I'm done getting angry and mad.. I kept listening to songs yesterday night and it really helped me a lot.I think I handled it really well =) haha.I think I've turn into bitchy Jayne last night but its for a good cost.oh well.Thanks Ash for making me laugh and supported me when I was pissed off.

Went training this morning.Got blisters on the sole of my feet now.. yerrrr..dun think can go for training tomoro.Came back to school at 10 and met up with frens.. haha.Time to complain!!!We talked and talked and talked and everyone is on my side.Oh yeahh.. hahaha.I was happy coz I totally let things out and lashed out.. AHHHH.. a big relief! Hahah.I happily played cards and laughed with frens =)) Love them =)

Went shopping in JJ with Melenie just now.. we went to buy some stuffs for tomoro's class party.we called it SHOPPING EXPRESS DAY.haha.we even walked around and buy presents for Ker Chyi and Jia Wen (: Then we went to book tickets for this Saturday's movie. 2012! =)

Mel:Jean jean...my xmas present okayyy??

LOL

Loo Sen gave me a scare just now.He was walking me to the entrance of JJ and he suddenly asked.

LOO SEN : you go for wad?

ME : buy some class stuffs with Mel.

LOO SEN : dun be so famous.

ME : HUH??WAD FAMOUS?

LOO SEN : I noe you.all your admirers all.

ME : WADDDDD???SWEAT LA.

LOO SEN : .....

???????????

-making sushi tonight.hehe!-

Angels Brought Me Here

Its an old song but I've benn listening back to it.Love Carrie Underwood's version =)

[Verse 1]
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

Those keysssss

Went straight to school this morning.No running training for today =) Spent the whole time before recess listening to a boring boring ceramah about 'nafsu' stuffs.haha.in the end,teacher lectured us for not paying attention when the man was speaking in front.Hellloooo?We cant help it coz its NOT INTERESTING.

After recess,discuss bout upcoming class party.First we decided on this and everything was nicely settled.then..this one cannot..that cannot.we're driven up and down the wall like crazy.goshhh.. and there are some ppl who complaint this and thay but never understand situations. When we have money,dunno wad to get.and when we got our minds on wad to get,we'll have another problem.hmm..really head spinning issues here.

Went to Mr.Mano's Bio tuition just now.first class (: Daphne picked me up and we went together.Met Darren and Aunt Laura downstairs.

Aunt Laura told me:Jayne Jayne,I leave Darren to you.He's following you back later.. you tell your mum she can just do anything to him. (I was thinking….ANYTHING??HEH HEH HEH…)

Met a few old frens there (: Saw Viva and she still looks the same.Saw Wai Lun.Its been three years we've last seen each other.Gosh..he's tall.haha.Saw Ren Ee (not sure spelling) too.hahah.Still rmb her as Davinia's neighbor and we laugh a lot together last time (:

 

Having headache now.. Started this morning already.School today wasn't really fun but I guess its fine?Nothing bad happened but I was pretty moody..restless..tired..headache..and just dun moodless abit.I couldn't stand seeing people who does uneasy stuffs to others.I never complain coz I keep all thoughts to myself.I actually have a lot to throw out from this head of mine but I couldn't.Anyways,I'm fine.Just a little fuss up there.

Got my fingers back on the piano after all these busy days.. ahhh..the sound is nice.Played my favourite piece of all time :Pachabel Canon in D (:

JEAN AND JEAN

LOL.

Rikmun gor suddenly made me laugh like mad when he changed his name to JEAN and pic.ahahaha.aiyoo.. funny guy.

We tried to prank Ashley but too bad cant.but we did managed to play with Melenie and Kenny.LOL...feels super weird talking to myself.

Its like Jean..meet Jean.and Jean..meet Jean.awkwardness! =)

Mel and Kenny kept guessing and guessing which is the real JEAN.hahah.

Look wad Rikmun gor drew?so cute!

=)

Just came back from boutique shopping with sis.wad a hot day today!Going out for crab dinner tonight =)

Tomoro can wake up later..going to stadium at 8 for olahraga training.yay!cant wait.i'mma polish my spikes shoes.Its been a long time since I've seen coach.His name is Mr.Kuti.hahaha.such a cute name huh?? I miss how he always forget my name and calls me LENG LUI.. heh heh heh.

Jean cant wait for christmas!

:))

Ghost Convention

Last meeting and activity of the year.. organized by the form 2 future leaders.So we form threes are considered kinda retired.awww..wad a year huh?haha.

Went before 8..met Suet Yee before going in.Registered for the BSMM Enrolment thingy.. Amanda,Suet Yee and I represented 8^th coy to attend BSMM grand enrolment.It was pretty grand with the presence of Dato Ismail and some officers and also representatives of Red Cresent from various schools.

Went to meeting place before attending the ceremony.. Juniors were busy preparing the ghost houses in the classes.Suet Yee and I left the place before their row call.aww..we missed their row call.Went into the hall for BSMM ceremony… We were SO SO AWKWARD for being the only GREENIES there.LOL.. when we enter.. everyone was in WHITE (their uniforms) only..Amanda,Suet Yee and I were the only GREEN PEOPLE there.LOL.

The honoured guests were celebrated by the Sam Tet Lion Dance group. We sat there listening to speeches..listening to the BSMM singing their song which clearly puts in another awkward position coz we're the only ones not singing there.hahaha.Soon..the Rangers representatives and 7^th Coy came.NOT THE ONLY GREENIES ANYMORE..

Youth One 2009 Enrolment

Sneaked out right after the Indian Dance performance.Ghost convention is about to start.. We allowed the older madams to enter the ghost houses before us. Respect mahh.Mel went into the houses with Ker,Zat and Maine. I went in the first patrol's room which is 13 Ghost with Suet Yee,Amanda Pan and Yen Fong.

THIRTEENTH GHOST

hmm..this place wasn't really that scary.Okay lar..they made a maze.I was walking and Yen Fong kept grabbing my shoulders from behind.She was so scared.hahaha.One of the members of this patrol popped a balloon behind Yen Fong and she screamed so loudly in my ears.GOSH..my eardrums vibrated so fast.LOL.

They used piano playing as their sound effect.. maybe it's a bit spooky to have piano playing in a dark room.haha.that's why they won BEST SOUND EFFECT.

The joker

*Unknown patrol..can anyone tell me the patrol name??

This is the second room Suet Yee and I went in.OKayyy..here is not scary at all.instead the room is very hot.

A girl hid under a table and suddenly grabbed Suet Yee's leg..instead of getting scared..Suet Yee slumberly looked under the table and BOO! The girl.LMAO..the girl got scared.HAHAHAH..that was really funny.

*sorry no pics for here*

THE GRUDGE

We got feedbacks from those madams who went into this patrol's room.They say its not bad and quite scary..haha.Save the best for last!!Went into here with Suet Yee,Amanda Pan,Charmaine and Daphne.haha.

Not bad..not bad..they made a long dark maze here.we were supposed to crawl to find our way out.. The so so fearless Suet Yee got frightened.hahah.now that's creepy.She kept screaming and screaming here.She got frightened by a girl wearing a white dress and bloody hands.hahah.. there were red inks everywhere.haha.

I like this place..spooooky! =)

Oh..and did I mention?The mask a girl wore was creepy.heh.Abe Lim..hahah.

Chan Huey Shen

The creeps

FUNTIME =)Suet Yee and her fren...MR.MASK =)

Me,___ and Mel.

Amanda , ____ and me!guess who's ____ ?

So cute Zatil

Camwhore xD

=))