31st August

Its the 31st August

Happy Merdeka!

HEHE..counted down with Melenie..she actually called me to wish me Happy Merdeka.

Its the 31st August..

Last day of hols!

Last day of holiday!Back to school again tomorrow.. basically my hols are kinda broing but kinda fun too.I dun really rmb wad did i do but one thing for sure.I was pretty loaded with things to do during to hols.Went to Meru with sis..enjoyed movies,did house cleaning..studied at the garden there.Its a really nice and relaxing place to study and just RELAX.haha.

Played soccer game on comp with bro yesterday.. the game started and by 2 seconds he already scored a goal. == I was screaming and shouting and totally freaking out while playing with him.I almost scored a goal and kept on saying GO!GO!GOALLLL........ohhhh I didnt score == . in the end..he won by 16-1.. 16-1!! OMG.stupid bro kept on teasing me.. he even wrote on a piece of paper 16-1 and paste on the fridge!! gahh!

Its the 31st August..

Happy Anniversary Mum and Dad!! <3

Good Luck to all 5th Formers for trials! =)

Free from piano

Woke up early to get ready for my piano exam..got dressed up and practiced till 10.. Teacher picked me up at around 10.15 and we headed to Casurina Hotel.. Saw Miss Terry and said hi.. waited outside the examiner's room for annoyingly long.. My legs were pain and though I look fine..I was actually shaking! While waiting..piano teacher suddenly talked to me about ballet.==

Teacher:Jean,do you learn ballet?

Me: err..no..

Teacher:When you're small?

Me:no.. *gave the huh? look*

Teacher:Ohh..coz you look like a ballerina..you have the ballerina posture..

Me:ohh..haha..

I was thinking in my mind.. "ofcoz I dun learn ballet.I dislike ballet.do you actually think I might learn ballet??!" haha..but ofcoz I didnt say it out loud.I just wish I did =)

It has been raining these days..nice?not nice?Half half la..wanted to go jogging with Amanda but couldnt..thanks to the rain!haha..weather having pms these days..cant help having mood swings.haha.

Mum got a new handphone from sis!wow..haha..anyway.the new phone was promised by sis 2 months ago and mum finally got it now!This means leaving out sis.. all of us in the family changed phones this year.haha.

Looking back at my notebook where I wrote all agendas and reminders to do everyday.. I saw back this picture Charmaine drew on it.She was anti-Kris Allen..that's why she drew it out..

It was a guitar with broken strings if you can see the top..she wrote HATE..but I crossed-out the word.haha.RANDOM!

Reply by IYAZ

Shawty´s like a melody in my head

That I can´t keep out

Got me singin´ like

Na na na na everyday

It´s like my ipon stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay

I can be your melody

A girl that could write you a symphony

The one that could fill your fantasies

So come baby girl let´s sing with me ay

Good times :)

Went tt this morning to Dav's hse..the clock showed 9.30 and Miss Melenie Hew is not there yet.Gave her a call..a wake-up call!Damn it..Melenie oh Melenie..always wake up late when there's something important.LOL..going to give her another wake-up call on Thurs..

Practice Practice Practice!piano exam!gahh!
Went Parade with mum..shopped around..yeah..enjoyed myself after such long time no shopping..came back and had piano lesson.Oral perfect!Jean scores again!haha.

After a long time,I finally met up with the crazy Miching!!Gosh..lots to catch up but it seems that she already catched up on me through crazy rumors and gossips.Mum picked Miching and Darren up and we went to pasar malam..First thing done..MICHING AND DARREN BULLYING ME!
They left me curious by saying they know something about me and dunno who but these two dumbos refused to tell.. I have no idea who or wad were they talking about.. Begged and begged and merajuk by not walking so that they'll tell me..but it was useless.. I stood by a stall and refused to walk hoping that either one will tell me but instead,Miching took me as the stall owner and said "miss,how much is one?" LOL!!

Haihs..walked and chit chatted and laughed really really loud in the middle of pasar malam with the two monkeys..aww.. good times :)
As usual,we tickled and beat each other..AS USUAL... Poor Darren left out behind when we were chit chatting.But I enjoyed my night :)
(p.s. Miching said I'm a diff person already.I'm more randomer according to her.haha)

Agenda tomorow...PIANO!

I wanna watch UP

Read Ker's blog about Areena..omg.Damn funny incident.LOL..couldnt stop laughing when I think about it..oh well,Areena will always be Areena..you wouldnt even believe that she's the one who sang beautifully on Hari Anugerah.. on normal days,she's always the lame one who talks to herself but in front of the mike.wow.transformation!haha.

Hols are kinda boring..all I have to do is quarentine myself with the piano..practice and practice again and again..exam is coming in like.. 5 days time! omg? Still got other things to do for the hols but I finished holiday homework..can relax just a little.

Was stuck at home yesterday..too bored..too hungry at night..Jie took me to McD..not JJ's..the one beside the petrol station where they had the drivethru..we left house at around 10.30pm.Jie sent me to 7 eleven to get some magazines to read.. Reached McD and I had burger!plus the set ofcoz.. shared with jie.. She took her laptop there so she can work thanks to the free wifi provided at McD.. I was enjoying myself reading magazines and listening to my iPod.. pure relaxation. well,we used to do this in Coffee Bean every saturday night but now with the flu case spreading in JJ..mum adviced us to avoid there.. anyway,McD is a nice hangout spot too..

Jie drove me mad whole night yday and this morning.omg omg omg.how am I going to stand her.. sometimes I even wonder why do I even answer her when she starts to crap.haha.

I wanna watch UP!too bad now not a good time to go to cinemas.. watched halfway in school and the show was damn funny and nice..wish to continue..too bad lor..

We're friends forever.Yes I noe..we ARE frens forever.We are frens when times are good and we are still frens when times are bad =) I'm sorry if I'd caused sadness and worries in you.Still.. I'll be right behind you to back you up whenever you need me :))

Helped Pn.Shoba to mark science trials paper 2 in tuition yday..haha.can you believe it?the highest score we marked was only 34/60.. Mel,Davinia and I were shocked..imagine ourselves getting such marks..we would just break down straightaway.haha.but teacher said its normal for the class she taught in her skul.. one funny thing.A guy dunno wad name.. drew 2 hearts in front of his paper and its written dunno who love who..Mel wanted to leave a note and comment there.. Especially on one of the front paper.. that guy DREW SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS.omg.on an exam paper??Mel almost wanna comment "Nice drawing =)" LOL.

Sat in between Davinia and Mel everytime in tuition..they never stop debating over silly stuffs.omg.Yday,they debated over the show we watched last Tuesday.. UP.. theres a dog in the movie..

Jean:I only rmb the bird's name,Kevin or snipper.

Mel:then the dog's name,Doug.

Davinia:No..its Dog

Mel:Its DOUG...not DOG...DOUG..

Davinia:Its DOG.

Jean:*selambaly in the middle of them*ROUND ONE FIGHT!

Mel:Why would a dog name is dog.takkanlah we name our fish..fish.

Davinia:Melenie,the name is dog.I was watching okay.I noe you slept.

Melenie:No I didnt.I was bside you when we were watching.

Jean:*interupted*I was behind with Suet Yee!

Davinia and Melenie:SHHHH!

Pn.Shoba :*laughs while marking all papers*

Jean:teacher they shhh me!Nvm..teacher I help you with the papers.

*silence*

Jean:OOHHH..K.O!Game over!

Melenie:DOUG!

Davinia:DOG!

Jean:ROUND 2...FIGHT!

Melenie:You don't call ur cat.. CAT.

Davinia:ish..dun wanna fight anymore.

Jean:Davinia..K.O!The champion goes Melenie!!yay!

LOL..I was playing with myself over there.gahh..every week also have to listen to their debates.Kesian Darren..the only guy among the 4 of us..Poor guy have to deal with our pms.LOL!

Last day of skul..had Merdeka celebration in primary hall.. as usual..sing sing sing...kibar kibar kibar..We enjoyed looking at the teachers' waving the flag.. hahaha.kept on laughing at the teachers.. Pn.Loh said "datuk and NEKNEK.." I looked at Suet Yee and laughed.haha.

Suppose to have piano lesson by now.. but sir is currently in hospital taking the injection to prevent H1N1..haha..postpone later.Gotta rush after piano to maths tuition.One week of hols..cant go public places..darurat coming..omg.Live every moment like ur last :)

What would you do if you know you're going to die tomorrow?

chaos

Omg.I made a guy cried yesterday..omg omg omg.can you imagine?A GUY!!you noe..macho macho ppl also can cry?This whole thing is a circular circus and it goes round and round and round.. and I'm stuck with it.stuck with all the dramas here.Hello?Already had enough with the love square I was stuck in.done done done..please no more.

Kelly Clarkson-Already Gone(a msg to you..)

I didnt want us to burn out,

I didnt come here to hurt you now,

I cant stop...

I want you to know..that It doesnt matter..

Where we take this road..SOMEONE'S GOTTA GO..

And I want you to know..you couldn't have loved me better..

But I want you to move one..so I'm already gone~

I just wanna run and run and run!I wanna let it all go!I wanna runnnnnnn!!

Trials Awards by Jing

Taken from Jing's blog.titles given by her during trials.I shall add some starting from ms.blur


ms. sleepy~practically everyone rite?

ms. panic~ WINNIE [a.k.a ms. take it too seriously]

ms. sweety~ JEAN [the one who i kept staring at]

mr. sick~RABBIT [flu away]

ms. ill~ YILIAN XD

ms. clumsy~ KAIYEN [rmb to check next time eventhough im careless too]

ms. never say good luck~ AREENA [well, u know her]

ms. cool bout it~ JUNTING [junting: dont worry bout it lar XD]

ms. blur~ HOOILYN [as usual]

ms. noisy & selamber xp ~JING[just Jing]

ms.must find a solution~KER CHYI

ms.dunno how to wear a mask~MELENIE [she wore it on her eyes and hair as a hairband ==]

ms.forever with the books~JANET [she never leaves her book]

ms.break the rules~ZENLI [goes back at the wrong time and doesnt give a damn about it]

ms.follow Zenli break the rules~CHARMAINE [oh so cute!like a slave]

ms.sick~SUET YEE[harrchuu!]

ms.aiya i rubbed the answer~YEE LAINE [it happened a few times before]

ms.I need jean's hugs~AMANDA [awwww]

ms.I think of the hot guy's body~ZATIL [I**** !!LOL]

ms.tembaker~WEI YEH[bullets loaded]

Oscar dumb

Went to Meru Valley to sis's place yesterday afternoon..took Oscar along..it isnt easy to keep that doggy to stay still in the car.gosh!I was bored so I decided to follow sis along as she wanna go back there to feed the fishes and check on the hse...she told me I could have my own cinema there..was actually planning to go JJ for movie but changed my mind since the A(H1N1) case in exploded... went there..pure awesomeness!!

Sis went into the house..turned on the switch...not really a switch.. there was a touch screen which acts like a switch.. the whole screen controls all the lights in the hse.. then sis took the remote and when she clicked it.. An LCD screen came scrolling down automatically and she turned on the projector.. Watched Hotel For Dogs and Marley and Me.. I enjoyed myself really well coz we the screen is really wide,windows all closed and great amplifiers..haha..just like a private cinema!

Halfway watching,we heard a splash from the garden..OMG!for the second time,OSCAR JUMPED INTO THE POND.. damn it.LOL.. think he's kinda smart coz he noes how to swim himself out of it..poor koi fishes in the pond.. but he was ALL WET!cute dog!

Enjoyed my Sunday well!haha..read a book called "Secrets".. I just love this phrase so much.. it somehow tells what Mel and I have been trying to describe a problem in me.haha.

"but she had never love again,and never knew she would.she had no reason to.She had had it all and lost everything.

It made her philosophical about life,and wise about the trivia of trust.She couldnt take it to her heart,but yet she took it seriously.

But there was a door to her heart that she would never open again.It had slammed shut."

I kindly believe whoever can open the tightly shut door is THE REAL ONE :)

.......

Skul as usual..went up to sing during assembly..LOL.Pn.Authar's speeches are just so sarcastic and funny..couldn't stop laughing at her sarcasm... we had new chairs today.. those chairs kinda make all of us feel so short sitting on it.LOL.

School was kinda fun today..we joked and laughed alot..haha.and Charmaine and I acted childish for the sake of having fun.. its good to be childish at times :)

Already gone

Skipped tuition..feel bad?haha.went to SMI drama with friends and FRIEND..haha..the drama was not bad la..somehow I think its more interesting compared to last year's.Sorry la bro,honesty is always the best policy.LOL.. yeah.everything was nice.

Went to skul this morning..haha..Rajin rite?Assembly was funny,just look at the attendance of the form threes compared to the form fours..amazing.. Only 12 peron came in my class.WOOTS!3 Orkid HEBAT!!Combined class with 3BR..yay!get to play play with Amanda.Watched G.I Joe in bilik media right after recess..omg.Amanda and I kept on skipping like a small kid and dancing around all the way to the bilik media and it was so funny..haha..Amanda's actions made Wei Yeh and I laughed till stomach pain..everyone was asking wad's so funny..LOL.

Spent the day chit chatting and joking around with frens..sounds miserable but we enjoyed :)

Talked bout funny things that happened to Yilian and her lame actions.. talked bout old times in primary skul..talked about serious stuffs too.haha.suddenly we became so serious..realised I'm such a realistic person...gotta pull myself back to the ground!

And I also realised Amanda is so protective over me..AWWW..seriously aww..we hugged alot today..haha..Ashley,jangan cemburu! *hugs!!*

YEELAINE!told ya I have the pic of you in primary skul for the UPSR awards..but you dun wanna believe me..here's the proof!LOL.

LOL.yeah the macho one there is you YEE LAINE.

I wanna go MTV World Stage!Lets fly there!

Done and over with

Finally trials are over.. weeks of late night studies.. now I can take a short break.haha..Trials over..leading near to real PMR.oh well,a month and a half isnt that long.Soon enough its coming =)

Everyone relax after KH paper..all went back to class and as usual..make noise.We sit around and chatted but Maine and Yilian was so tense with the KH paper..they were discussing one ques.they were "debating" whether the answer is C or A..

Maine:The answer is C la..

Yilian:NO..its A..you see..*Yilian explains with full semangat*

Maine:BUT YOU SEE.. *Charmaine's turn to debate*

Jean:GO CHARMAINE!GO GO GO!FIGHT FOR IT!woottsss!

Yilian:Siow Jean,wad did you put for that question?

Jean :Wad question?*sees Charmaine's paper*... OH I put A worh..

All:AIYOOOO...hahahaha.

Jean:Wad??

Melenie:Charmaine put C and you put A..but you supported Charmaine to fight for C..you're going against ur own answer!

Jean:I geng ler..

Melenie:aiyo this girl ahh..I gave up talking with her.omg jean!wad's wrong with you?crazy la you..

Jean:Crazy?I can be even crazier.. *took out a science book and slammed on the table.opened the pages to study..*

Everyone:AIYOOOO...exam just over la..LOL.

Get well soon darling Ashley and Kerch!

Drama tonight!

Currently home alone..

everyone is down in KL

ahhh?

Time for goodbye..

First day of trials..mum picked me and Kerch up as usual..while walking to the car she said "Aunt passed away already.." I stopped and stood there a moment.. Kerch and mum stopped awhile and looked at me too.. I was stunned.OMG.how could this happen?? omg.. omg.. omg.. My mind was in a total mess at the moment.All these worries starting to rush towards me.. Cried pretty badly just now..

Sorry I could not be there to see you for the last time..

Now I know you will no longer suffer from operations and medications..

You are my aunt for the past,present and future forever..

Will miss you really really badly =(((

There's so much more left to say

If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"

Miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

And it's true that you've reached a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face

And I'm right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye~~

You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart..

When you love someone so deeply

They become your life

It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears Inside

Blindly I imagined

I couldKeep you under glass

Now I understand to hold you

I must open up my hands

And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly

For you have become a butterfly

.....

A day of major and minor,chords and inversions,beats and melodies and much much more...

JEAN!!

What is cadence?How to write cadence?

How to differentiate perfect/plagal/imperfect cadence??

JEAN!!

Got baroque period?got classical period?Got romantic period?

Muzik zaman Barat read what??

JEAN!!

How to do kod perdu?what is inversion?

How to transpose melody?

What is the rentak?

Aiyoo..everyone has been asking me these.Explained the cadence and transpose to frens again

and again and again.but pathetically cadence did not come out.why is everyone so worry?

Okay..test was madly HARD!omg.. alto and tenor clef came out and I totally forgotten bout it.. Rmb the last time I did it was two years agooo? and Pn.Florina didn't say that alto and tenor will be out for exam!how unfair huh music girls? Right now..I'm seriously greatful and thankful to have a strong foundation on theory thanks to 10years of piano.. FLUNKED THE WHOLE TEST! gahh..who cares? (p.s watched Michael Jackson's music vids during the test..enjoyed his songs?)

Had piano lesson just now.. Had oral.. sang and sang and sang.. swt.. he just LOVESSS it when I get the pitch right ==

One part of oral is listening to the song and tell whether its a MAJOR or MINOR key.. I totally mixed up everything.. when its minor,I told major.. when its major I told minor.. LOL.. I dunoo whats with me today..

Sir :*plays the piano* Is it a major or minor key?

Me :Major

Sir :No its a minor.. rmb.. when the song sounds sad,its a MINOR.

when it sounds cheerful,its a MAJOR.

Me :okay..

Sir :Let's try another one.*plays another song* what is the key?

Me:Minor key..

Sir:*shocked* wad happen to you today?!You usually get this all perfect without any mistake..

Me:haha.. Not minor?

Sir:Noo.. it sounds happy.Does it sounds sad to you?Why you mixed up the keys and emotions today??

Actually I dun really noe why..haha.. Guess I went emotionless today!haha.

-I've finally found the perfect song :) -

Craze

Studied so much for gerak gempur today and it actually turned out the be "Program Gemilang' on the cover of the test paper..zhadou..everyone kena con.Thought it was something by the government...see see it was set by own school ==

Before exam started,I already started laughing at silly jokes..alamak.. laugh until all the ilmu come out edi.LOL.Mel has been acting like a baby these days.. so I started calling her a 2 year old..before geo exam started,Kai Yen came and joined Mel and I.. Guess wad?the crappy Kai Yen also acted like a kid.haha.

Jean:Aiyo Kai Yen.you can join Melenie edi.both also so childish.Like a baby only.

Melenie:Yeah Kai Yen..you are such a baby..

Kai Yen:I where got baby?My baby is inside my stomach (rubbing her stomach)

Jean:haha.but you're acting like a baby.

Kai Yen:My baby is inside the stomach waiting for the sperm to fertilise it.The sperms will have to race and see which is the lucky one.

Melenie:Hebat.Like F1 race huh?

Kai Yen:Yeah..the fastest one wins.

Jean:omg.HAHAHA.

Melenie: Then I can start introducing them.Sperm,meet ovum.Ovum,meet sperm!

LOL LOL!(soo soo wrong)

So Mel has been telling me bout her playing WHEN THE SAINTS GO MARCHING becoz her piano is only at grade 2 while Yilian and I are playing famous classical songs.. LOL.. she was actually proud of playing that song when I find it really really.. ermm... BABY?haha.. I then asked her.. "so how's your song?" She said" Oh.i got passed that.Now I'm learning LULLABY!!YAY MEE!!" OMG.speechless bout her.

Kai Wen has been feeling so happy these days.guess she's just too happy to have the sugar in her milo.. She asked Ker,Mel and I a question.ZHADOU.

Kai Wen:eh,do you'll know where got teach ppl make chocolate wan anot?

Mel:Huh?make choc?for wad?for who?

Jean:I noe!CHARLIE'S CHOCOLATE FACTORY!

Kai Wen:where where where?

Jean:*grins

Mel:hahaha.YOU DON'T KNOW?

Kai Wen:where is it?

Mel:You dunno??Willy Wonka-Charlie and the Chocolate Factory??It's a famous show la.

Seem like a lot of people getting sick these days.Mum is not feeling so well.. bro just recovered and guai zhai fever pulak.. Seen people wearing mask to school and even tuition!wow.this is kinda scary.. Hope not to get sick coz trials is just next week!*screaamsss! brought hand sanitizer to school.. haha.everyone loves it.

Memories~
Remember 2 Orchid?

--------------------------------You should understand that I'm not THAT kinda girl :)