Time for goodbye..

First day of trials..mum picked me and Kerch up as usual..while walking to the car she said "Aunt passed away already.." I stopped and stood there a moment.. Kerch and mum stopped awhile and looked at me too.. I was stunned.OMG.how could this happen?? omg.. omg.. omg.. My mind was in a total mess at the moment.All these worries starting to rush towards me.. Cried pretty badly just now..

Sorry I could not be there to see you for the last time..

Now I know you will no longer suffer from operations and medications..

You are my aunt for the past,present and future forever..

Will miss you really really badly =(((

There's so much more left to say

If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"

Miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

And it's true that you've reached a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face

And I'm right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye~~

You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart..

When you love someone so deeply

They become your life

It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears Inside

Blindly I imagined

I couldKeep you under glass

Now I understand to hold you

I must open up my hands

And watch you rise
Spread your wings and prepare to fly

For you have become a butterfly

.....