Determination and rightful actions

Here I am helplessly trying to pour out every little frustrations and thoughts.

Now that we're on the 6th day of mid-term,questions lingering round and round in my mind.

"what have I done so far?"

"What did I promised myself over and over again?"

"Where has the determination flew to?"

Yes.Panic attack now.I needa get my priorities straight.right away!right at this second,right at this place.I thought I used to be the hardworking workaholic,non-stop effort,consistent and never-ending-fight person.Then too many things,people and places crossed by.

 Thank God that I've been able to balance things at this moment.But somehow,I believed that there are more room for improvement.All I need is a little reminder and a push.

Stop telling me that I'm naturally smart.I am so the opposite.it takes EFFORT to achieve some targets.Even though you people keep telling me I've been stressing out too much or I've been working too hard,no,you are all wrong.I need to step up my efforts.It is not enough.I dont want it to be enough.I want it to be ENDLESS.Believe,I firmly believe that hard work = success !

Things just get harder when you know we're already in the month of June.and oh,welcome,June =)

Half the year has gone by without us realising.Time wasted.Sorry(s) and thank you(s) said.Laughters made.Happy moments we're gone through.The highs and lows in live experienced.So what?Now.Now.Now.Now.It should be all about SPM.Though we all would loveeeee to turn the hands of time,we can't.Gotta appreciate the every second and minute on the clock from now on!

Every drop of sand counts

I'm sorry I wasnt born in a rich family where my parents can afford my studies overseas.I'm sorry I'm not like you.I have to grab every opportunity that pops out.Especially when I am drown in the sea of kiasu smart people.Yes,I hate to say this but everyone is selfish.Everyone lie and hide what's gold.They can be selfish and not share anything EVEN when you're good friends or whatsoever.This is life.

Take it or leave.Sink or swim.Do or die.

Its YOUR pick.

Well i definately wouldnt do what horrible things people do to me.I will,of course share.Not everyone will and that's just the ugly truth we ALL have to digest.

So here I am.Done letting it all go.Once again,this is what I need.

Alan : There are so many colour of the ping pong ball.Make sure you be the one that shines out.

Yes,I wanna be that YELLOW ping pong ball =)