A closing chapter

Aloha bloggie!

So this will be my first official post as a high school graduate.I'm no longer a school girl anymore!

so is that a yay or a nay?

Picture taken on the last day of school :)

And so it was a big relief the moment the clock striked 4.30 pm on Monday.

It felt like.. wow,so we're done!This is it!We officially ended SPM babeh!Yes,the feeling is amazing.

Or its more of a mixed emotion that I felt.A lil grateful,a lil amused,a lil shocked and yet,a lil empty.

Anyway,I've done what I could do and right now,I can only hope for the best :)

The magical wish we made on 11.11 am on 11/11/11

And oh,we finally went out together on an outing!

Happy Birthday Tay Suet Yeeeeeee!!

 and happy belated to jia and daphne!hahah.You girls are the late seventeens :DD

Pictures taken

Overall,I had such a great night with you girls!I wonder when will be the next time we will meet up.

hmmm..soon,i hope!

Went back to Ash's house for a sleepover.Definitely our first sleepover at her house.
Guess what?We watched another horror/gory movie again.Its like a tradition for every sleepover.hahah.
This time..we watched Human Centipede..

urghh..so sick.The whole movie was kinda sick.It wasnt really about haunting stuffs but just..pure..grossness.Daphne and I probably had our eyes closed most of the time.and I kept asking Joey to tell me whats going on.

There were some parts of the movie where the characters spoke in Jerman or whatsoever,so we couldnt get what they were talking about.There we have it.our hero,KAK JO!hahaha.Daphne and I probably enjoyed her translation more than the movie.We couldnt stop laughing at her.LOL.Kak Jo oh kak jo,tsk tsk tsk!

Will blog more tomorrow :)

Half the battle

Sooo,the last post was basically 2 months ago?Wow I really had been abandoning my blog!

So here's a lil update,trials are now finally over.Which means...we're just one step away from the big thing!

Pretty excited yet pretty not-so-excited about it.

If you're asking how I did for my trials,all I can say is..Lets hope for the best!

A lil update

This pictures taken during the form 4 tradimode's Merdekaraya performanca in Jusco

Amanda drove me there.and that was the first time I tried out her driving.

and psst psst...dont tell anyone.her parking sucks! HAHAHA.

Graduation is in three weeks time.THREE WEEKS!

Still couldnt decide what to wear but I guess that's only a minor matter.It doesnt matter what you wear,its about enjoying the celebration that we're leaving our high school.I know...pretty harsh reality.Some may find it a big joy to finally leave,but to some..its like walking away from a life that plays a big role in shaping themselves.Yes..you can say how much you hated high school.

The dramas.

The backstabbing and the backstabbers.

The endless pile of homeworks.

The study stress.

The examination fear.

Yes,we all been through that.

But I firmly believe,one day,one fine day..we will look back and say "I miss that so much".And the future ahead is not gonna be easy.It will NEVER be easy.One step at a time,I hope I'll find the way :)

Thats all for a short update! 

SMILE !

July

31st marks the last day of the month of July and here I am updating a lil bout the bloggie.

first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI LIAN!

(deskmate of 2011)

*hugs*

Now now,welcome to seventeenhood darling!Grow up and have more common sense!hahaha.Will be singing to you in class everyday.so be prepared for it =)

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Times passes.Every events in school have been carried out.One by one,the list of events and important dates were being crossed out in my diary.As tiring as it is,I wont deny the fact that I will miss all these next time.

Hari Anugerah

Sooo,I have attended the school's Hari Anugerah for 5 years in a row! *claps* hehe.This time,we decided to bring out a rocking performance.We even brought back Yee Laine and Clarie.It has been blissful.Spent almost 2 weeks of recess in the chapel just to get the songs right and etc.So after changing our mind again and again,discussing again and again and not forgetting,procrastinating a gazillion times,we came out with this medley :

Cant take my eyes off you -Frankie Valli and The 4 Seasons

Pretty Woman - Roy Orbison

Born This Way - Lady Gaga

Animals - Neon Trees

Waka Waka - Shakira

It was indeed a rocking medley.Started with the all-time-favourite oldie song.then Dave's solo guitar part at Pretty Woman then to the rocking songs.and oh,we even had belly dancers to dance to Waka Waka.hahah.if only i had the video over here.Feedbacks were good.Everyone loved our performance.

<3

We're more than just nerd =)

Circle of love =)

Updates once again

Look.We passed June and now its July.

Isnt it time to get priorities straight?

oh yeah,hello class of 5 Kekwa 2011

So here's a lil less events that I had during this period.Lets see *flashback*

SMI Gathering 

 

So the country decided to have this thing called

1Murid 1Sukan 1Malaysia

Basically,each school will have to organise a short run say about 1.5km nationwide just to fulfill the government's aim to go into the Malaysia record or something.So here's how the convent girls run went.

we started off from the back field.

Run to the front office and out of the front gate.

Ran the whole road in between parade and school.

and bacckkk to the back gate.

 Dengan gayanya,me,Jia and Yee Laine.haha

Wow.we call that a long run eh?hahaha.anyway,attended MGS's sports day for a

4x100m relay run between schools.A pretty steep route but I'm proud to add another silver medal to my medal collections =)

Thats my model.see the medal he has around his neck?

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And yeah,Tradimode is back in action and this is gonna be a finale.

Our last,very last performance together.Aww-ing but everyone has to let go,right?

(Unless we decided to come back for grad night)

So we'll be working on practices and so.Hopefully it will turn out good =)

Attended this year's COGA Reunion Party @ RPGC

Well,wasnt really interested to go but since tradimoders got sponsored,why not?ahha,we get to save our 40 bucks and have a nice dinner and entertainment.and the best part of all,no performance needed!haha.

The theme of the party is*drumrolls*

Masquerade!

Never actually been to masquerade party but I'm well amazed by the nice and creative masks people put on.Actually had a pretty stress free nice night.Good entertainments and musics and belly dances.Its amazing how these dancers can shake so well.Congrads Davinia for winning the lucky draw.Really lucky of you.hahah!

 me and lil girl,pei qi =)

Determination and rightful actions

Here I am helplessly trying to pour out every little frustrations and thoughts.

Now that we're on the 6th day of mid-term,questions lingering round and round in my mind.

"what have I done so far?"

"What did I promised myself over and over again?"

"Where has the determination flew to?"

Yes.Panic attack now.I needa get my priorities straight.right away!right at this second,right at this place.I thought I used to be the hardworking workaholic,non-stop effort,consistent and never-ending-fight person.Then too many things,people and places crossed by.

 Thank God that I've been able to balance things at this moment.But somehow,I believed that there are more room for improvement.All I need is a little reminder and a push.

Stop telling me that I'm naturally smart.I am so the opposite.it takes EFFORT to achieve some targets.Even though you people keep telling me I've been stressing out too much or I've been working too hard,no,you are all wrong.I need to step up my efforts.It is not enough.I dont want it to be enough.I want it to be ENDLESS.Believe,I firmly believe that hard work = success !

Things just get harder when you know we're already in the month of June.and oh,welcome,June =)

Half the year has gone by without us realising.Time wasted.Sorry(s) and thank you(s) said.Laughters made.Happy moments we're gone through.The highs and lows in live experienced.So what?Now.Now.Now.Now.It should be all about SPM.Though we all would loveeeee to turn the hands of time,we can't.Gotta appreciate the every second and minute on the clock from now on!

Every drop of sand counts

I'm sorry I wasnt born in a rich family where my parents can afford my studies overseas.I'm sorry I'm not like you.I have to grab every opportunity that pops out.Especially when I am drown in the sea of kiasu smart people.Yes,I hate to say this but everyone is selfish.Everyone lie and hide what's gold.They can be selfish and not share anything EVEN when you're good friends or whatsoever.This is life.

Take it or leave.Sink or swim.Do or die.

Its YOUR pick.

Well i definately wouldnt do what horrible things people do to me.I will,of course share.Not everyone will and that's just the ugly truth we ALL have to digest.

So here I am.Done letting it all go.Once again,this is what I need.

Alan : There are so many colour of the ping pong ball.Make sure you be the one that shines out.

Yes,I wanna be that YELLOW ping pong ball =)