Hope gone?

First thing in the morning,someone came to talk to me..wanting to tell me something.She hesitated but took it slow to spill it all out..WOW!!..

WAD-E-VER HAP-PEN-NED WAS SHOCK-ING.............!

It would be the last thing I actually expected would happen.. They were the last hope that I put on..they were the last hope I hang on to but look where we are now..wow.. I couldnt do or say anything.. all I kept on saying was wow..wow.. SPEECHLESS!

She was crying to me and I couldnt do or say anything to comfort.. I was in a state of confusion and shock too.Felt really helpless.. Hope I could do something to fix things right but there's nothing I can do.. Things happening at the wrong time.

I used to tell people these when they come for advices.

"You're better off.."

"You've got better things to do than thinking of these.."

"Just be grateful you once had it..now let go"

"Don't waste anymore time and just go on"

"Just get over it..its not worth worrying"

And the most commonly used..

"MOVE ON!"

(is it really easier said than done??)

I'm not really in a happy bubbly mood rite now..not emo..just a little serious.Did laugh and joke with frens in library but I coulnt get this incident out of mind.

Didnt expected something so perfect could go wrong.and I once told myself "If this goes wrong,I'll loose my hope in everything.." Should I?Hope hope hope?

-HEART LOCKED EVEN TIGHTER-

changes

Had big dinner with family..aunts and cousins all came down from KL and we had reunion dinner.haha.My room was taken by aunts and cousins.My mum planned to put boy cousins in but I say NO WAY.haha.No boys allowed in.Hse was crowded and lots of noises.Woke up early morning to have breakfast with all and lunch too.Crazy family times =) they went back after lunch..aunts gave 100 bucks =) yay!

Changed blog template.. just to keep it clean and simple.
Changed blog song..You Got Me by Colbie Callait..it makes me feel bubbly!
Changed John the Idiot to his ori name..hahah.
Changed guai zhai to Rikmun Gor..cause he's now my gor.
Changed Rebekah to Becky..her nickname =)

Reminded Jing to study today.hehe.and Kai Wen too.STUDY!!

Holiday tomorrow..allelua! :)

Madness with Darren

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING!<3

Went science tuition in Dagu's hse yday.. Sat in the middle of Melenie and
Davinia as usual.Omg.when will they stop debating over small silly stuffs?haha..but it was damn funny.They both HAHA over a question.omg.Laughed non-stop.

Fetched darren home together..on the way home I was planning to take a nap coz was having such a tiring day.. Went back home and on the comp for Darren to play but I ended up playing the most.Played crazy taxi and for the second attempt I ended up with high scores..well it wasnt actually me who is playing.It was Darren!hahaha..ppl must be wondering how could I shoot my score up so high..Jumped jumped jumped..laugh laugh laugh till I went high..haha.Darren took dinner here too.I missed my nap!damn tired.

Yilian played Kim's phone games again in tuition == When will this girl learn to pay attention during lessons??Kai Wen was texting and chatting during lesson.This girl another case pulak..I gave her THE LOOK and she passed her scissors to me.LOL..so whenever she starts touching her phone I would grab the scissors to scare her.LOL..I feel like a mum.. I guess in Kai Wen's list of friends..I'm the fiercest!haha.

Check out her blog..

"I will eventually feel bad when i return back to school . I guess all my friends are studying now like mad . You know , those super genius , like Janet , Jean , Jichin . All the Js' . lol"

LOL!!All the J's wor..haha..Kai Wen,remember our geo class :)


Got a frightening text from BoonSing.It was written..

"I THINK I JUST TOOK A LIFE!!!!ahhh"

I stare at it for some time..and I'm like.. whoa!did he just killed someone or wad??Went on9 at night..JUST TO BE HIS PRIEST and calm him down.. Back from tuition and went on..Eyes were really tiring and droopy that time.. See see he told me its a kitten's life.ALAMAK..!I thought it was a human or wad..its just a kitten.AIYO...zhadou!anyway,went off earlier coz I was really tired and avoiding talking to some JERKS THAT WILL ONLY NOE HOW TO CAUSE TROUBLES and LIE!

Davinia!

A big big Happy Birthday Davinia!

you're already 15..so stop being so blur!

You now you're lame and blur but I still love you JUST the way you are =)

Have a great birthday ,girl!

(ur last year.how bout this year?)

back to school

Finally back to school.. haha.Ker and I passed by 8th Coy board and it reminded us that we already totally abandoned the coy.haha.yeah..its been long since we had anything huh?

Feels good to be back to school.. catch up with frens.haha.Hugged Amanda! =)
Kai Wen gave a box of sweets to Melenie as promised before the hols.LOL..aww.. that's so sweet of her.We each got one too.haha.everyone crowded our place.. its like looking to the left of my place..ALL QUIET AND STUDYIN.. turn back to my area.. whoa..ppl gathering and chit chatting.like fish marker.LOL.

Puan Loh came into our class and started talking about h1n1 precautions and her bank experience.omg.made us all late for recess..no wonder recess felt short today ==

Charmaine told me the saddest thing today..whoa..I feel kinda sorry.its just sad..very sad..awww.Its okay Maine.If you're seeing this... If its meant to be,it'll be.If its not,then just let it be :)

-I miss the busy days-